Welcome...
A little about MYSELF...
YES, WORK IS IMPORTANT.... TO SURVIVED IN THIS HUGE PLANET FULL WITH COMPETITOR IS NOT EASY AND IT TAKES A LOT OF COURAGE AND COMMITMENT TO GO FURTHER AND BEING A SUCCESSFUL PERSON ONE FINE DAY.... BUT, BESIDE'S WORKING FROM 9 TO 5, MAYBE 6 OR 7 TOO DEPENDS ON THE BOSS, I LIKE TO DO SOME WINDOW SHOPPING..... OK.. OK... FINEE..... SHOPPING IT IS..... OWWWHHH.... I LOVE VACATIONS TOO.....
I USED TO BE HIS GUARDIAN ANGEL FOR 8 YEARS LONG.... BUT FOR NOW, HAVE TO ADMITTED THAT I FEEL KINDA SAD AND PITY AND PARTLY MOST OF THE TIME I'VE JUST CAN'T BE BOTHERED EVEN TO READ HIS TEXTS BECAUSE I GOTTA BE "IN DENIAL" MODE ALMOST 90% EVERY TIME TIME I'M WITH HIM OR COMMUNICATING WITH HIM MAKING HIM TALKING OR CHATTING OR TEXTING ALL BY HIMSELF LIKE A MENTAL CRAZY PATIENTS AT ARKHAM ASYLUM LEVEL 8 MENTAL HOSPITAL SITUATED AT THE EDGE OF GOTHAM CITY.....
AND DESPITE MY SELFISHNESS, I DO SOMETIMES WANNA CRY OR SCREAM WATCHING HIM STRUGGLING HERE AND THERE WITH 80% FEELING HUNGRY AND LOST, PLUS HIS MOTHER BEING BURDENING HIM WITH TONS OF ISSUES, LOST HIS WEIGHT DRASTIC AND YET HE'S JUST PUT HIS FOOD, EGO, PRIDE, ANGER (MOSTLY ANGER BELIEVE ME), JUST TO KEEP CHASING AND CONVINCING ME THAT THERE'S NO NEED TO GET SEPARATED OR DIVORCE EVEN THOUGH WE'RE STAYING IN THE DIFFERENT HOUSE DIFFERENT CITY DIFFERENT ROUTINE'S FOR GOING TO WORK BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT HE'S WILLING TO RISKED AND TAKE IT AND OF COURSE HIS ULTIMATE SACRIFICES TOWARDS ME... THAT WILL BE.... :-
FERINA LIVING WITH HER BELOVED MOTHER (AND I LOVE IT... SO MUCH.... SORRY DARLIN, MY MOM COMES FIRST....)
AND DESPITE MY SELFISHNESS, I DO SOMETIMES WANNA CRY OR SCREAM WATCHING HIM STRUGGLING HERE AND THERE WITH 80% FEELING HUNGRY AND LOST, PLUS HIS MOTHER BEING BURDENING HIM WITH TONS OF ISSUES, LOST HIS WEIGHT DRASTIC AND YET HE'S JUST PUT HIS FOOD, EGO, PRIDE, ANGER (MOSTLY ANGER BELIEVE ME), JUST TO KEEP CHASING AND CONVINCING ME THAT THERE'S NO NEED TO GET SEPARATED OR DIVORCE EVEN THOUGH WE'RE STAYING IN THE DIFFERENT HOUSE DIFFERENT CITY DIFFERENT ROUTINE'S FOR GOING TO WORK BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT HE'S WILLING TO RISKED AND TAKE IT AND OF COURSE HIS ULTIMATE SACRIFICES TOWARDS ME... THAT WILL BE.... :-
FERINA LIVING WITH HER BELOVED MOTHER (AND I LOVE IT... SO MUCH.... SORRY DARLIN, MY MOM COMES FIRST....)